Saturday, January 31, 2009

i want input on this one :-l

Ok here is my predicament so my boyfriend has a hairy past with his ex whom he has gone out with twice and often when we talk he tells me about how allison his ex did this too or he did this with allison or for v-day he got her this...and when someone asked him if he would go out with her again he said obviously not now...Do you think he still has feelings for her? cuz she broke up with im both times...I'm going to ask him next time i get the chance but i want to get input first. if he still likes her i am swearing off guys cuz every guy that i have gone out with has been a horn dog,freak,or bastard but this time i think it might be different and he has make me believe in guys again because i must have some God awful taste in guys...i'm really worried!

please comment i need help...why would he always talk about her if he didn't still like her. and he never says that he doesn't like her anymore he just says that he can't go back out with her now...are my worries legit or not?

thanks and i love you

Friday, January 30, 2009

Life lately

i have learned that not having internet SUCKS lol we didn't have it for a while and i couldn't blog or check e-mail or nothing!!
lol anyway i digress

ok so my schedule has been really hectic lately i am barely ever home but this week i didn't have any cheerleading at all so that was really nice. next year i am NOT cheering i just don't have time but maybe i'll do tech crew that would be fun lots of my friends do that too! a +!

So i hadn't seen daniel in 1 week because he went on the pro life trip and then it snowed so i didn't get to see him! =[ how very sad! lol

so he came over last night and it was fun we went out for chinese and i havn't had chinese in SOOO long!!! how sad

i'll blog more later but right now i have to go

love you all

Friday, January 23, 2009

at school

hey everyone!

I am at school right now and i'm supposed to be researching but i don't need to so idk what to do lol i figured i'd blog! i am today setting up a photobucket account so i can show you all of my cool pics and icons and stuff like that that i find i'll send the link on here later!

I am so starving right now but lunch isn't until 12:34 today UGH! but its pizza so yum i guess lol they order dominoes so YUM!

well i have to go nm else to say

keep writing
much love

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Hilarious Joke

Ok so i'm sorry if this isn't funny but it seems funny to me lol:

There is a man who is walking onto a plane he has behind him 6 children a woman says to him "aww are those your children?"
He replies" no i work for trojan and these are customer complaints."

LMAO i love it how funny is that!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


Sorry i havn't written in a while but i havn't had time! let me tell you about my week starting Tuesday!

On tuesday i had a game and didn't get home from school at 9 never going home in between i also did the same that thursday and Friday!! UGH! i am so tired right now!

Last Saturday i spent the night at my friend Alex's house and we played cherades and Wii and stuff like that lol nerds i know! but idc lol! Then after that i went to the bowling alley to watch daniel bowl and then to the wal-mart parking lot to think of where to go. So daniel started just driving up 61-67 and we decided to go to the mall! I convinced Daniel to go to spencer's by promising him we wouldn't go to the back of the store but we did anyway cuz it seemed safe cuz of the cute hats and stuff but NOO! i found penis lollypops! nice right veryyyyy odd! lol my favorite was the can condoms....first let me explain that do you know those can holders the keep your hands warm and the drink cold..well they had some that looked like condoms roll on and off lol! i wanted to buy some but they were like $10. but i did have a gift card to forever 21 but we went to the one mall in the entire world that doesn't have a forever 21 lol! oh well i'm going to go look for a coat on their website later....anway after taht we went to lifeteen and then daniel's friend danny called and said that his girlfriend who is prego was bleeding a lot and they were in the ER so we went up there to visit them THEN he went back to life teen then took me home!
Then Monday we drove to Illinois to pick up his dad then to cape to drop his sister off and dinner then HOME!! This weekend i want to do NOTHING!!!!!!!!!
on that note off to forever 21 i go!!
keep writing
much love
P.S this week daniel is on a pro-life trip so i won't see him till monday =[ *i'll miss you!*

Monday, January 12, 2009

with a pen

With a pen
In my hand
I am alive.
With you by
My side I
Am alive!
On paper my problems
Mean nothing
I am timid
I am quiet
I am reserved
I am labeled


Ok the last time i wrote was Friday so here we go..
Saturday: I went to a dance with Daniel for LifeTeen and it was so much fun! There was lots of loud music which is always awesome lol of then i went outside with nicole cuz it was like sweltering inside and we played on the playground lol ^^ it was fun we sang Nirvana. Then we came back to the house and verena came home and daniel didn't leave till like 12 ish ^^
Sunday: at 12 I went to watch daniel bowl then we went to life teen mass again then life night but before that i met his friend Danny and Danny's girlfriend Jaquline (<--Cant spell it) they are soo much fun. we were going to go see the movie the unborn but mass got out too late and we wouldn't have made it but thats ok cuz i heard it was stupid by some ppl today! Then after life night we had time till i had to be home so we parked in the dentist office lot and talked (yes we did! get ur mind out of the gutter lol) and then went home......


Yes for all those obama supporters he does have some good attributes such as : gay rights, his foreign policy, economic matters, and things like that but this is just the breaking point. If you don't know what partial birth abortion is here are some pics for you.

In case you can see whats going on in picture #2 the doctor is placeing a hole at the base of the skull and the brain will be removed through a tube and the baby is alive,can feel pain, and is about 6-8 months old in there......WE CAN'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO ANYONE ELSE!!
ok so after that PSA lol sorry had a moment well i wrote a new poem and will post it just above this one
keep writing
much love

Friday, January 09, 2009

The past two days

The first cheerleading basketball game was very good the Varsity team won! 49-40! i have pics but they arn't on the computer yet sorry! anyway the past two days were farely uneventful but this weekend is quite eventful. i am going to hang out with daniel sometime after 12 and then to a dance with him. Then sunday guess who i'm with ;D daniel is bowling with his league and then we're going to lifeteen then life night then nothing exciting but the next week i have a game, practice, and then another 2 games! UGH! pray for me lol! we are starting to stunt more in cheerleading now which is really good.

We are having a 'think pink' game that benifits breast cancer research so if you are in the area its at my school at 7 tickets are 3 for adults and 1 for students!

Well thats all the excitement in my life so i'll blog later probably not til monday but i'll ttyl

Keep writing
much love

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Better for you...

i think i've found someone
something seems to happen
but this time its different
this time i'll make it different
i won't hurt you
like others before you
i won't break you're heart
i'll be better
for you

amazingly...happy =]

Hey everyone! my day today was wonderful actually! I started with religion and that class is really easy! but i have homework in it that i forgot about and left it there! oops but thats ok cuz i can do it in homeroom lol! After school however daniel came over and....wait i'm getting ahead of myself! After school daniel picked me up in his car and we drove to the top of this hill with a beautiful sunset and the lights of the whole city and he asked me to go out with him so i believe i can officially say he's my boyfriend =] happy day! anway continuing on after school daniel came over and he was really tired cuz he only had 2 hours of sleep last night! poor thing! and we watched scrubs on the couch!

i just realized that all i talk about is daniel so here goes more info! lol! in case i didn't say anything about it i am a cheerleader and i have two games this week one tomorrow and one on friday the one tomorrow is girls and friday is boys yeah we cheer for the girls weird right?!? well i thought i'll try to post pictures if my 'rents' take any....we are doing a really cool lift too that game so maybe i can get a pic of that too! GO LANCERS!

Wellllll....all i can say is check out my new blog and.....
keep writing
much love

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

=] =] =] =]!! cont'd

ok so back from dinner.......
since i last posted I have started a new blog at called blogging with a purpose which i hope goes over well because i have been looking for a blog like this for a while and i figured huh why not make one!
so continuing the last post i wrote daniel and me walked out to his car and i gave him a small kiss goodbye but he really kissed me after that and i to be honest didn't think he was gunna b a good kisser but umm i was wrong! very wrong lol! and he just makes me soo happy all the time! with my last three romantic involvements (they were'nt all relationshi's lol) i felt with one good wen i was with him but bad when i was away about him and the reverse for the other two. but with daniel i feel great about him both times! i think this could go well! my first enjoyable boyfriend lol!
well i'm going to facebook now

=] =] =] =] =]!!

ok the reason fro all the smiley faces is that i actually did kiss daniel this time and he made his status on facebook like ecstatic lol! it was actually and here it is copy and pasted: Daniel is baffled in happy wonder!. and then a few minutes later changed it to : Daniel wondering how today could tht easily get better than yesterday. but he's definately not complaining.! i am a very excited girl! i shall write a new poem tonight and hopefully it will be more cheerful than some of mine lol! i'll post it ASAP! dinners ready i'll post later
keep writing
much love

Monday, January 05, 2009

"bowling" with Germans.......impatient Germans

Hey everybody!!! Yesterday my i don't know what to call him.....came over and he took me and V to the bowling alley and we thought WE would be bowling with him. Then in the car on the way there he told us that he was in a league and we'd watch him bowl. I was ok with that i'm a patient person but V is NOT! she was P****D beyond belief cuz she really didn't wanna wait for him to finish bowling.! SO we went across the street, no the HIGHWAY to shop n' save so she could get a rockstar energy drink! she was convinced that we were going to die lol! so anyway after that we came back to the bowling alley and they were almost done so i was like ok she'll be fine now.....NOPE she was still seething! =] but she's over it now cuz we went to bread co which cooled the anger. Then we went to LifeTeen mass and LifeNight which was fun! (look it up! lol)and i am now going to a dance this Saturday with Daniel (the guy i've been talking about for a while lol i say his name cuz he isn't quite my Boyfriend yet UGH IDK) and anyway that should be fun and like i was attempting to say earlier before my ADD kicked in haha =] after LifeNight he came back to my house and we watched a movie in my room and pretty much just cuddled on my bed until 11pm haha! and later V told me that he told her that he tried to kiss me but i didn't want to. Ok first of all not true i was TIRED and very UNOBSERVANT so there ya go! if he wanted to kiss me he should've just KISSED me and wa la! lol so enough of my rambling lol! sorry no new poems yet but i'm working on a song if i figure out how i'll post an audio clip.
KeEp WrItTiNg
MuCh LoVe

Friday, January 02, 2009

cool pic i found on a random blog

a hopefully shorter post.......sorry lol

ok so i apologize for the really really long post but when i'm tired i babble really bad obviously lol
this is me and the below mentioned guy in his car...............------------------------>

Tonight i went on a date with the below mentioned guy and we saw bedtime stories. it was really good....AND in the car on the way home he asked me to go out with him! happy stuff right! ok so then we went to our friends house and we played texas hold em' and I WON!!! i was so excited i won with a pair of two's lol funny stuff right and everyone! was all in hahahah ahh the stuff dreams are made of lol jk

my official family movie pic is bedtime stories Adam sandler is really funny but not in his usual crude element so he, as you can tell, is REALLY holding back but overall everyone's performance was really good.
KeEp WrItInG
MuCh LoVe

Thursday, January 01, 2009

can't sleep!!

ok so its like 3 AM and i can't sleep i dunno why i just can't which sucks cuz i'm really tired and for some reason i can't fall asleep....AND i have to wake up at eight o' clock to go to church at eight thirty which isn't that big of a deal but now i don't think i'll be able to sleep at all! ugh! ok so this is pretty much how my new years went down...right now i'm at my friend julia's and i'm trying to sleep (for the past 2 or 3 hours) and we watched the ball drop as usual while the "adults" went downstairs played texas hold em' and got rip roaring drunk i assume lol seeing as many of them came up carrying multiple glasses lol....hmm. anyway so first this morning i woke up at 8 ish because we had to take V to b-ball at nine thirty ish and that gave me enough time to do what i needed to do. then i went at twelve to my friend Alex's house where we pretty much hung out and played mario kart (and I WON ONE!! i never win!!) until four when we went to go see yes,man. that was such a good movie, in case you didn't know(all three of my readers whom i thank for reading) its about a guy who has pledged to say yes to everythign or he believes that terrible things will keep happening so...there are many hilarious senarios and he ends up in bed with someone who has to put her teeth in a jar.....i shudder in recolection lol....and all in all its a good movie.....well hope you had a good new years...I'd love to hear about it! o FYI about that "friend" of mine whom i was told has a certain interest i me called today to ask me out to the movies but i wasn't home!! how sad!! my mom told me....kinda embarassing for him to tell her but oh well at least she told me even though he told her not to lol...♥ her for that lol....
KeEp WrItInG
MuCh LoVe