Finally letting it out

I have never told the whole story of my small life attempt until today i sent a letter to my aunt who made her own life attempt hoping that somehow this would help.
so not much has really happened. but Daniel refuses to talk to me for some reason all he says is hi and do u have my ticket? UGH lol idc anymore
I went to a party last friday which was amazingly fun lol!!
this is an article i found on someone's blog (the almost daily exploits of me) and you should read it defineatly. http://www.thephatphree.com/features.asp?StoryID=3403&SectionID=11 long i know but worth it!

Extended

Hey there so i kind of left you hanging as to why me and daniel broke up......
He wanted a serious relationship and i didn't i mean for God's sake i'm only 15 i understand that he's 3 years older than me but these three years apparently make a difference. Let me also get something straight HE broke up with ME he didn't think it could be saved which of course i agreed with but i was happy with just living in the now and not really caring but hey whatever floats your boat i guess...........oh well! he isn't doing very well emotionally he sent a wall post to his friend and said that he still wasn't really hapy yet but i have a feeling he'll cope!
so there is this guy who has a thing for me at school and his name's Josh but he is a total PERV he is a senior who always looks at my boobs when he talks to me EW!! and on top of all that he's not even good looking! WTF! So today he says "ya know we can't date" i said "never even crossed my mind *insert eye roll here*" and he says "well thats good cuz i always date daniel's exes and it never goes well so.." and here is where i attempt to show him all my distaste for the idea of dating him by every means necessary cept' for telling him haha!!
wellllll.......gtg I shall go and update my website with most likely this blog!
Much love
and
keep writting
Lord Cassifrass!!!

Short Post

1. This will be a short post seeing as i have to do 2 section assessments UGH lol

2. I am no longer going out with my boyfriend
it was kind of a mutual thing and its also a long story and i don't have time now
but i have to blog about the preliminaries haha
he wanted a serious relationship and i definately do NOT so he decided it would be best to end it and i kind of agree.
so ttyl
much love
and
keep writting
P.S i wrote a new poem i'll be posting soon!

havn't written in foev!!!!!

sooooo i havn't written in foev!! lol so let me catch you up!
this weekend my boyfriend went to the seminary and for those of you who don't know that is preist school!!!! my BOYFRIEND was at preist school!!! he thinks he might be being "called" to be a preist............................yeah..............lol
really not much has happened cept for what i just told you
and i'm IMing
blogging
and downloading music so i'll ttyl!

TOP FIVE STORIES OF THE MOMENT

http://www.kmov.com/news/asseenonnews4/stories/kmov-stlouis-news-090319-walmart-text-hoax.5015ae1f.html
If you got this txt you know what i mean
http://www.kansascity.com/news/breaking_news/story/1101560.html



here's 2 sorry but i've run out of time

jelousy is an ugly head

My boyfriends Ex (allison) has decided to lie to him to get him to break up with me. she told him that she knows i'm cheating on him....which is totally not true!!! she is a horrible person like not just for this i rele just don't like her. lol
anyway so today i wrote my friend a note totally in spanish a big note too!! :D i love spanish lol only problem was she didn't understand the note haha she's even in spanish class w/ me ^^.
There was a headline close to my home town of woman,50, in critical condition after carjacking and there was a video attached if you'd like to view it here is the link
http://www.kmov.com/localnews/stories/kmov-st-louis-news-090320-brighton-shooting.5456516a.html?npc

I'm going to start something new just to spice up my blog called the top 5 stories of the week now there won't be like the most important stories but those i find to be most vital or something like taht (in othere words the interesting ones lol)
so i'll be posting that within the hour

Fire in Crystal

In Crystal city(my hometown) i was driving by and Jades garden was on fire and here are the pictures i took:

No one got hurt but the flames were flaring for a long time and it took four ladder trucks to put it out.

dissapointments

i went to try out for the play and i didn't get ANY part but thats ok i suppose! i'm going to do tech so thats good at least i have something to do!! daniel became grounded because of grades so we won't be doing anything for a while lol haha! he's still talking about going to that seminary seminar thing UGH!
I worked at my schools autction waitressing and it was fun but i was there from 4 -11 PM and UGh i was soo tired and i only got one tip of $1 UGH UGH oh well i still got service hours for school so tahts good i spose!!

thats really all to say

Much love
and
keep writting

the up and up (punn intended)......you'll see

so last night Daniel came over and i was taking a nap next to him and he says "ya know whats weird is that its impossible to tell if a girl is turned on but its really obvious with a guy and never mind that its totally unrealated well.....(eyes away) not totally unrealated...." OMG lol yes he had become turned on by me taking a NAP!!! lol on v-day when we made out nada but i take a nap and POOF! lol
later today i'm trying out for my school play and i'm nervous!!! idk if i'll make it!! pray for me lol
much love
and
keep writting

my weekend again lol

SOO on Thursday first hour like i said i hurt my leg and i didn't go to school on friday and it was soo boring!! lol saturday i went to daniels play and (yes he acts but he has a tendency to over act lol don't tell him) and he was in the dinner party and it was really good!! Today NOTHING! lol this weekend my mom was on a CHRP reatreat and I cleaned the entire time she was gone for a very long time lol! i am slightly OCD lmao!! So thats really all the shallow stuff lol check out the sister blog u know where it is!
much love
and
keep writting